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01 October 2014 @ 07:34 am
Oh wow, guys. Long time, no write.

So here's the run down of my life the past year.

Worked at methadone clinic. Got burned out. Had gallbladder attack. Had gallbladder removed. Found out apartment was no longer allowing rabbits. Began process to buy house. Applied for new jobs. Got job at a psych hospital. Started job at psych hospital. Closed on house. Hated job at psych hospital. Worked 60 hours a week at psych hospital. Almost divorced my husband. Decided not to divorce my husband. Constantly questioned that decision (even to this day). Got a third cat. Reapplied to methadone clinic. Quit psych hospital. Went back to methadone clinic.

Also sprinkle copious amounts of tumblr through there.

So, yeah, that's my life. Pretty boring.
23 February 2012 @ 08:13 pm

01. when you were young - the killers. [elena]
you sit there in your heartache
waiting on some beautiful boy
to save you from your old ways
take it easy, watch it now, here he comes

02. echo - incubus [stefan]
there's something about the look in your eyes
something i notice when the light is just right
it reminded me twice that i was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight.

03. cosmic love - florence & the machine
i took the stars from my eyes and then i made a map
and i knew that somehow i could find my way back
then i heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
so i stayed in the darkness with you.

04. still breathing - cauterize.
so here we lie in this beautiful mess
tangled sheets and beads of sweat
with my heart in your hand, my neck in the other
should i be scared or should i come closer?
it's still beating, i'm still breathing
you haven't hurt me yet

05. crawl - superchick
when everything i was is lost
i have forgot, but you have not
when i am lost, you have not lost me
and if i had to crawl, well, you'd crawl too
i stumble and i fall, carry me through
the wonder of it all is you, see me through

06. losing your memory - ryan starr [stefan]
call all your friends, tell them i'm never coming back
cause this is the end, pretend that you want it, don't react
the damage is done, the police are coming too slow now
i would have died, i would have loved you all my life
you're losing your memory now.

07. set fire to the rain - adele [elena]
when i lay with you
i could stay there, close my eyes
feel you here, forever
you and me together, nothing gets better
'cause there's a side to you
that i never knew, never knew

08. broken - lifehouse [stefan]
the broken locks were a warning, you got inside my head
tried my best to be guarded, i'm an open book instead
i still see your reflection inside of my eyes
that are looking for purpose, that are looking for life

09. on the arrow - afi
he said "i've now stayed too long here."
"goodbye," she said, "i'll wait here for you."
he knows the winds carry sorrow
as they leave, she'll follow
they leave tomorrow
fragments of joy torn apart
a freshly drained heart, that beats
disguise themselves through him
he'll say that it's nothing new
and swear this is true
for you, i'd swallow the ocean.
01 June 2010 @ 04:16 pm
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01 October 2009 @ 12:52 am
I was outside smoking when I heard a jingling noise, like the bells on my cats' collars. I looked over and there was this beautiful persian or russian blue cat - obviously well taken care of, and I saw tags.

I approached the kitty, she ran to me, I picked her up and brought her inside to read the tags. There was a phone number, which went straight to voice mail, and an address. We decided to go to the address and see if the owner was home.

Only we couldn't read the street signs or house numbers, so we got out to try and check them. And the kitty launched out of our arms and under a fence. We couldn't get to her. :( So I had to call the owner and explain what happened. Only I used the phrase "planning to keep her" when I meant "planning to keep her for the night until we heard from you", so I had to leave a 3rd voicemail message explaining that so she doesn't think we stole her cat. (1. Message to say we found her, 2. message saying we lost her, 3. clarification of "keep")

I know we did all we could, but I already felt bad because of the starved puppy I saw today, running around 4th street parking lots. I hope the lady finds her. :(
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20 September 2009 @ 01:24 am
Oh, photoshop-using friends, I have two questions:

1. What is your method for making screencaps icon-able? There's a few caps I want to make a header of, and they are very dark and grainy. :(

2. What the hell do you do with tutorials in .pdf form? I see the layers, but don't know how to transfer them to my image.

Help me!
25 June 2008 @ 10:29 am
Okay, so everyone who has been in our apartment knows that, in the entryway, there is a closet. Well, the door has the tiniest of cracks under it, and every year around this time we amass what can only be called a spider army. And that closet is their fortress.

There are webs in every corner around it, inside it, and even across the doorway. There are big spiders, small spiders, and BIG SPIDERS. I'm arachnophobic, so they all look big to me. Squishing them all is not an option, as that would mean going INSIDE THE CLOSET to reach all the nooks and crannies, and if I miss one and it lives I just know it will bring back more to seek their vengeance on me. QQ

We've considered bombing the house for bugs, but a) we have nowhere to take the cats and bunnies for 3-4 hours and b)I don't know where to store their food dishes, our cups, etc. so none of us ingests insecticide. I tried spraying them with my body spray (it has alcohol!) and they laughed at me. I don't want to do the hairspray-and-lighter thing for fear of burning down the apartment.

25 June 2008 @ 10:13 am
Fuck me, I'm over ten hours late but I haven't slept so it's still Tuesday to me!

16 April 2008 @ 04:48 am
Rest In Peace, Anna - aka Kiota.

I started crying as soon as I read. I only wish you could have seen how beautiful and amazing you were. I hope you are at least in a better place now, without the ghosts of your past haunting you. Be at rest, Kiota.
09 March 2008 @ 06:18 pm
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14 February 2008 @ 06:13 pm
This was thestars__fall. I treated myself to a rename token when I renewed my paid account. :)